Monday, December 27, 2010

School in Less Than A Week

I know I've said that I would post the 2nd Part of the Zombies and I will but not now. Don't really have the mood to continue with that post just yet. But no worries, for the 2nd Part would be an awesome one!

This is me. Blogging. Just finished changing the sofa covers. Took A LOT of effort. Changed the curtains. Found an egg hive :( EWW. So you must be wondering, why in the world would I do everything by myself. The answer is simple. Because I don't have a maid like all you rich people. Haha. =P

I have debate practice on Wednesday. Haven't been debating for so long !!! Still have a lot to learn but it would an interesting experience! Have to search and write so much time. I have a little grey file for all my debating stuff :) I like being organized and neat. It's much better and obviously, much easier. Honestly, I don't understand people who can actually STAND being all unorganized and messy. How do they live their life ??

If one day, they can't search something they one due to their messiness. And it is something really, really important. I would laugh at them and tell them, PADAN MUKA!! Oh. My. Gosh. I am so mean but well, it's the truth. Well, hopefully they'll learn their lesson. I hate working with people who are messy so if you are reading, start learning how to actually be neat! Read a book or something if you really don't know. And people who actually pride themselves on their untidiness are STUPID!

So that was a little insight of my brain. HAHA.
My PMR results came out last Thursday. I expected to get like 5 A's but amazingly, I got 7 A's !! That is good, I guess. Only A's :) Science was quite hard because I didn't study but amazingly, I got A :) Most probably, the Ministry of Education lowered the percentage like really, really low. Maybe 70 is already A or lower. The reason because the subject is taught in English. It is very easy to get A for subjects like English, Mathematics and Science. That is the reason why a lot of my friends who are 'not that good' in English got A. Sorry if I sound mean but that is the fact.

A lot of my friends that got straight A's actually cried when they received their results. I guess they really worked hard to obtain it. When I received mine, I felt nothing. As if it was... well, nothing. I should have been crying or extremely happy but I wasn't. I was just glad. I was happy too because I've been praying to God to get straight A's and finally I did. The thing about me is no matter how much or how hard I study or do something, I'm never satisfied. It's as if that I didn't so enough hence I felt like I didn't deserve to get 7 A's. But I guess, in some ways. That's a good thing because then, I'll always try my hardest and because, I feel it is never enough. I'll never stop trying until finally, I get what I want. The best thing about getting the results after working really hard isn't the A's itself but feeling of satisfaction. That you can actually work and make something work in the end. That you do actually have a worth and not useless for nothing. I guess it's better to work hard and get the results rather than do nothing but get the results as well.

Well, as all of you know. School is starting next week. In like 6 more days.... so I'll be really, really busy! Preparing for school and of course, cleaning the house. I need to buy a new school back. Sew my badges. Iron my uniforms. Buy my school books. Clean up my desk. Arrange my new Form 4 reference books and everything in between. In a nutshell, I'm actually quite excited to get back to school. Get to know who are my new teachers. Get to learn new subjects. Get to experience school itself as a Form 4 student. I guess the best part of it is that I would actually get to find out how far and how much would I actually work myself in order to get succeed. I would get to learn my real capabilities and I'm sure it would be a very interesting experience.

Cleaning the house, going to school everyday, studying, debating, church, interact responsibilities, mandarin classes... It will definitely be a very busy year but that is exactly the reason why I am so excited about it all. I also made a vow to myself to read a novel/magazine before I go to sleep everyday. Iron my 5 uniforms on Sundays so I would not need to iron my uniform every morning and waste electric and money. Read novels when I have my free time. At least blog once a month. To study at least 3 hours a day excluding school work. Start on my school assignments as soon as it is given. Finish my school work in time and ASAP. To not delay any work or assignments for if I do that, it will finally bite me back in my ass and I do not like being bitten at my bottom. It would hurt since I do not have enough flesh there. But I guess for all you other pillow-butted people, it wouldn't matter. HAHA. And of course, to read the Bible and Daily Bread everyday. It is of utmost important. My relationship between me and God must never be neglected. But of course, having fun while doing everything!!

2011. :D It will be an exciting year and I will have fun doing everything cause I choose to.
Your life is how you want it to be. Your life is AWESOME because you say it is.
Perceptions. Is. Everything. Enjoy Life while u still have it. U know you are going to die soon. So enjoy life while you are still alive.
It's easy. Just say sorry and everything will be okay. :D

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Zombies In My Dream (Part 1)

So like, in the holidays. My sleeping time is really f***ed up.
I wake up at 5pm and go to sleep at 6-8 am.
Once, I slept at 8.30 am and had to wake up at 9.30 in order to get ready for church.
ONE hour of sleep. What was I doing???
Watching the Last Song(novel by Nicholas Sparks)
Actually, wasn't really watching the show. Just looking at the handsomely gorgeous Liam Hemsworth and eating baked-oven chickens with mustard and BBQ sauce and cheese.
I was hungry!

Anyway, waking that late and sleeping that early really does stuff to your brain.
I know now I'm like writing shit but I don't care. People like to read shit anyways that's why you are reading my post right now.
Straight to the point. I had a really, really weird dream.
Wanted dreams with HOT guys instead I got zombies!!!! I mean like wth???
You're thinking a really hot guy is coming your way until 'he' gets nearer, you find out he's actually some flesh-eating monster with blood all around his face.

Chapter 1: The Arrival

So my church have reached the camp site. Its really nice but really old. And there's like one big place as the main hall. So we have our lunch. The youths were so excited as ALL of us were going to get one big, big room just for ourselves. One side for guys and one side for girls.
And the room was AWESOME. Really modern and stuff. The youth was big, like 40 plus???

Chapter 2: An Invitation

Yap(Kar Kay) and I were talking shit to each other, as usual. Until one of the workers of the hotel came and said that both of us were going to get a free Special Royal Deluxe Room. And he asked if we would like it. We were like 'obviously we were going to take it' so we did. And guess where it was. Just downstairs of the youth room. When you alight the stairs, you would see a really big door glass with two girls guarding it. It was the Special Royal Deluxe Room. And we entered. Ignoring the weird fact about the two girls outside. I mean like they didn't even spoke as if they were dolls or something.

Chapter 3: Special Royal Deluxe Room

When we entered, the first thing that caught our mind that the room was really big just for two people. It had two red-white queen beds that were far apart as if there were gates to block me and Yap from each other if both of us were at our beds. But the surprise didn't stop there. When we went even deeper into the room we saw a really, really old haystack or something. It was like a barn without the animals. It was extremely old and the 'barn' was narrow with two beds. At its sides, there were big holes enough to fit like 7 people in it. And you guessed right, it was built of wood. So we finally decided to sleep at the 'barn'. It would be a new experience and we knew it would be fun.

Chapter 4: Strangers Among Us

Finally, it was dinner time and all of us gathered at the dinner place. But I began to notice strangers among the church people and so I thought maybe they were just guests of this hotel. As I was eating with the other youths, I slowly began to realize that these strangers were not talking to other people and they were faint-like, almost invisible. But that is just so weird. So I stood up and started to walk to the blond-hair girl. But she did not respond. She just stare right at me, wait....through me. As if I wasn't even in front of her. Immediately, I knew that she wasn't a person but a spirit, somehow, someway bounded on earth or more precisely at this particular hotel.

I knew I had to tell Yap about the strangers but she didn't believe me. She couldn't even see them. But I didn't give up. I kept telling about these strangers I saw among us. She didn't believe me at first, but I don't know what happened but she suddenly had belief in her eyes. Then, I went to that stranger again with Yap this time. I thought Yap would not be able to see the stranger but I was wrong.
Me: How is she able to see you? Is that even possible? I thought I was the only one would could see you?
Stranger: It is her. It is like a gift. The moment she started to believe that spirits truly do exist, it triggered something in her brain and from then on, she could see me.
Me: She can see you just be believing?
Stranger: It is a strong weapon.

From then on, I started to see even more spirits. I tried to talk to them but they would never respond except for the blond-haired girl I met the other night. But eventhough they would not talk to me, I could sense they were trying to convey a certain message to me. One word popped into my brain. Danger.

Chapter 5: Sweet Dreams

After we had our dinner and service that night, we went back to our special room but was surprised when we saw 3 other people in our room. In the barn. In the big hole. These 3 people were our seniors at school. But why were they here?
Me: Why are all of you here?
Senior Girl: Well, we came to this hotel trying to find a room.
Me: Okay. But how did you even know this place. How did you come into our room?
Senior: We saw this hotel online at your facebook page and the room wasn't locked.
Me: Okay. But like can you get out now?
Senior: What? You're asking us to get out?
2nd Senior: We can't.
Kar Kay: What do you mean you can't?
2nd Senior: We just can't(totally serious face on). The room is nice anyway. Haha.
Me: Whatever. More the merrier I guess.
3rd Senior: You have to get of here. You have to get out of here.
Me(tomato face): What the hell do you guys want? We let you stay here and now you want us to get the bloody hell out of here? It's our room just like FYI.
1st Senior: She's not talking to you.
2nd Senior: Don't worry. She's always like that. Trying to act scary and stuff. Just go to sleep girls.

So we slept. But suddenly in the middle of the night I woke up. I started to see things. Things that previously were not in this room.
Little boys, little gates. Shutting down on your face.
Bloody red, Bloody white. Walking sticks eating you up.
Grey and black. Black and blue. Beware, because they're coming to you!


I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't and yet I could see these things and hear them. It finally banged my head and I realized, I was dreaming. All of these were real. When I looked at the direction of the two beds. I saw two little boys. Very short. Very white and pale. They were wearing red dresses. Bloody red. They were closing the gates. There were two gates. Trapping us in the barn. I was terrified. I didn't want to open my eyes still because I knew if I did I would see them right in front of my eyes and I wouldn't be able to get out. I had to find a way.

P.S: There are two parts of the story. The second one will be posted later. :)