Lip Balms and Stupid Boys

O-M-G.
How shall I start?

Crisis!!! I lost my lip balm. Not 1 but 2. Two people! Two!!! My favourites and my only ones. What have i done to deserve such punishment? I feel so gedix well maybe, I am. With a big two ha-s!

Anyway, I'm having my exams now. Just total crap. Bullshit. Cow dang. Dog's poop. Cat's peep. Anything that you can imagine. Seriously. I've just sat for my BM and Science Paper 1 today. BM paper 1 was tough with all the usual crappy stuff but this time, extra shit! Science paper 1 was too easy. It was like taking a stupid test. All we had to do was like to find the odd one out of all the options? I so regretted studying HARD for it!!! And they gave us pee. Yellow pee. Come on, guys.... Honestly, can't you make it like a normal test? One too hard, one too easy. ape hal ni??? mslah dunia btol... huh!!!

I can't wait for the exams to be ovverrrrr!!! It's my b'day! It's my b'day! On 6th June, Sunday. Last day of exams is 4th June, Friday. I am going to Langkawi. So fricking excited, people! Hopefully, I'll get to see many hot guys there. haha. Calister would be going there as well. Party! Party! The price is quite reasonable bout 1.5? Okay, eh? I'll go there and get high,drunk. Dance the whole. If you're lucky, I'll start to strip. yeah, rite... as if that's going to happen...dream on, boys! Of course, of course. Now, we can't forget the food, can we? Oh my gosh. I'll eat tons and tons of shrimps. sedapnye...

Boys! Smart boys! Hot boys! Stupid boys! Crazy boys! Omg. I really like a really, really stupid and frickin really hot(and cute) boy downstairs. =) I call him H for Hottie. Haha. If you know me well, you'll know what it also holds,haha. Gosh! Gosh! Gosh! I'm so totally into him. Fuck him, you know why? Because I can't stop thinking about him!!! I mean, he has been like 'chasing' me for 2 months?

Honestly, the first time I saw him...I didn't thought he was hot or anything. It was as if he didn't exist. BUT when he started talking to me, i was omg-ed. hot, nice, cute, sweet(i guess). What else do you want?!

I'm in a confused state right now. He asked 'cpl' before but I didn't exactly reject or accept. So scandal? He calls me using 'cute names' at times. Does it mean anything. Whenever he sees me, he calls my name. Even his friends calls his name and stuff when they see me, as if we're already an item. My friend's balax thinks that I'm already with him when I'm not but he doesn't believe me. What does this actually means? Kite ni scandal, couple or juz fooling with each other. I guess its everything in between.
I hate you H! Just be honest with me. You like me or you don't like me? If you really like me, just say lah. What is so hard? Very stressful, you know. Thinking about this kind of stuff. Omg-ed. I can't stop thinking about him.

What do you think?

-kat.
....in luv...or sumthiin likee tatt