Story: Just three paragraphs

This is the first three paragraphs, yeah of a story i'm writing :)

I wish everything was like yesterday. No worries and no pain. Just laughter and joy. Never missing a chance to smile and show my crooked teeth. No one would judge me as I was still young. What is wrong? What is right? I couldn’t comprehend as I was so young. Just learning to write and read.

Still, I remember my siblings playing with me in the rain. Splashing mud at each others faces’. Inside, mom was looking furiously at us since we were very dirty. Then suddenly a rainbow was formed. We all looked at it closely and intently since it was our first time seeing a rainbow so clear and beautiful. Seven radiant colours. Red, orange, Yellow, Green, Blue, Indigo and lastly, purple.

We stood there silently in the middle of the garden looking at the rainbow. Amazed by its beauty. It’s God creation, mom told us. Slowly, when the rain started to stop. The beautiful rainbow started to fade away as well. Its colours slowly disappearing into the skies. Leaving no trace behind.




tat's all
love , kat
muax muax

Diary: School Prefect ?

Today is Friday and I just got my tag for pengawas pelatih. It's small and yellow in colour same as the clothing. Since I'm also the penolong, I have three tags ? One is the penolong ketua tingkatan, pengawas pelatih and pas keluar tag. Haha. My friend joked, she said if there was a tag for every post we hold my uniform would be full of it! Haha. If.

Did I told you once in standard five in my primary school, I was offered to be a librarian and also a prefect but I didn't accept the offer since my mom say it would be a waste of money since there is only one more year before I leave my lovely school. Last year, almost everyone was asking me ...tak jadi pengawas kah?.... and I replied... Tak...malaslah .... uniform dah beli, takkan nak bazirkan... or I would just shook my head in response. I mean like a lot of teachers and my friends were asking me the same question till I was starting to get bored of it but I admit, it was fun cause people thought that I have the potential to be a prefect. I'm not trying to brag or anything but yeah, just telling you a part of my life.

This year, I was again offered but now in secondary school. The prefect teacher told me that many seniors and teachers said my name when it came to choosing the prefects for the year 2009. I was soooo happy to hear that! My mom wasn't sure cause she was scared that it may affect my studies but after asking a few people and considering the pro and cons, I decided to go for it! When you enter a uni, being a prefect will higher your chances to enter that certain uni. Not only that, you will be able to work as a team in the Lembaga Pengawas...as a big big family. Being able to learn how to be a leader. Lastly, you will be a role model among the students especially but honestly saying, many 'normal' students will hate you just because you are a prefect. They think that all prefects like to belagak...and blah...blah. But frankly saying, who doesn't hate prefects? If you really get to know them, you will see that they after all, aren't that bad. Its just that they have a bigger responsiblity that they have to do. ATW....amanah,tegas dan berWibawa.

One day, while I was walking in the canteen. One teacher called me and asked if I was interested to be a prefect and I told her that I went for the interview already. Lastly, she said that she suggested my name and that is why she asked such a question. I was sooo happy! People really think that I can be when I myself isn't sure what is so special about myself. Anyway, the point is not about me. I just want to tell you that you may not think you are special but actually you are! We as normal beings always look at our weakness but never seem to realize there is something special deep, deep down which we ourselves can't see but others can.

By next week, starting on Monday. I would start my duty as pengawas pelatih and guess where I'm supposed to 'jaga' ??? The canteen!!! From all places the canteen!!! Canteen= food and ice cubes being thrown around= people leaving their food on the table opened= pupils running and shouting everywhere= smelly and grosssss...EWWW. I can't waittttt!!! Arghhhhh!!! That is the reason why I hate the canteen!!! It's just so EWWWW. One of the teachers said in the assembly that they were naughty boys throwing ice cubes at each other during reccess and you know what happened ?! One of the ice cubes accidently hit the mak cik's forehand while she was carrying a bowl of hot soup! I think you can guess what happened next. I was so shocked when I heard that. I mean, her hand could like 'hangus' and burnnn!!!

Some students in my school. Sadly saying, have no brains!!! Throwing ice cubes in the canteen!!! That is so stupid and idiotic! I can't even say if they have the right to be called humans! What they did was so inhuman and animal like! Even animals can think for goodness sake! I guess I would just have to go through it. I think the teacher put me there because she wanted to know how I would stand and handle the pressure. Many have high expectations and I want not to fail them.

As you know, yesterday I had Sports Day and we went to Pizza Hut. It was fun and crazy. We were so crazzzy!!! Putting cheese everywhere until the bottle was like 1/10 left? But we paid! So it was excusable ...haha. Anyway, that is not the point. Today, at school. Everyone was talking about the thief. More than 20 people lost their precious stuff! So sad bu as they say.... Justice Wil Prevail ...and it did! Inside of the boy's bag was like more than 20 handphones and wallets. The bag was full of expensive stuff! You know what one of the Form 1 who kononnya wanted to be a prefect was actually a thief !!! Oh no no !

So much drama.....so much stuff to tell you.... but sorry, time is not on our side....it is TIME for me to go into my fantasy world and sleep ....and dreeeeeaaammmmm ....hahahahaha .... Bye now...enjoy life!!! HE will guide you!

More drama next time and will have a books topic soon as well!

.....sayonara my frensizzzzzzzz ...! muax muax

Diary: 1 Down, A Million More To Go!

Haven't really updated about stuff that is happening. Some 'not that good' stuff happened but then, tons of good stuff happened as well. I guess, it's balance. haha. Okay, first of all..SCHOOL. Yeah, like I've written in my other post. I've be extremely busy ...SCHOOL STUFF. I went to school on Thursday, if I'm not mistaken for the prefect interview. It was actually kind of easy! Yesterday, I went to SCHOOL AGAIN for the briefing about 'pengawas stuff'. I was surprised that I was the only one who could answer who is the wife of the U.S president! I mean, her name is like appearing everywhere!

Tomorrow, I have sports day and I have to wake up like 7 am? That's crazy but still anticipating for the great event and right after that, we'll be going to Pizza Hut! Woohoo! Now, I really don't know what to say ...:)

Oh, ya. I'm now in taekwondo and I am holding a BLACK BELT ...!!!! Ya right ... haha. Still white :( Will be taking my grading test in early March. Really hope I don't screw it up and be the only one holding white belt. Then, I must learn the basic all again! :(

Wait! There's more! The new library in the new block at my school will be opening soon! Yeah! Like in a week's time! Actually, I went to the new library like two weeks ago? It wasn't very big but of course, bigger than the other one with seven air-conditioners ! Woohoo! But still wished it was mush bigger. Maybe like 2 floors big? ya...rite.... Maybe just in my dream. Haha.

Books....studying....blah and blah. I got so many stuff I have to do including my new task, 'pengawas pelatih'. I wonder how I will be able to cope with everything. I haven't even started studying SCIENCE or SEJ or GEO or BM .....Shit!!!! And it's already Feb but nvm, maybe I can just study tomorrow for about 10 hours? Ya. Okay. I'll do that.

I guess that's all this time. Before I forget, I got second in the public speaking competition but I'll try again next year. Hopefully, I won't be here but in Australia. Haha. Just remember! HE will always be with and forget the crap and shitty stuff about life and just smile and be happy :)

Next time ....!
Adios ! muax muax ...
Also, sorry wouldn't be able to update this blog always :(
But will try when I have the time, ya !
Again, muax muax ...!

Diary: Taggie Boo!

tagged by: alia izzati

The rules:-Link to your tagger and post these rules. List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

1. Can't live without books !
2. Crazy bout a guy
3. Learning one kind of martial arts
4. Has super banyak jawatan at school !
5. Hates 2 fold clothes
6. Always reaches at school JUST IN TIME !
7. Want 2 get a scholarship
8. Eats, laughs alot! Acts crazy.n Stupid . But who the hell cares .... HAHAHA

I WOULD LIKE TO TAG

1- (i don't know) : Everyone who visits this website
2- Danial
3- Calister
4. Yap Kar Kay
5.Hui Ching
6. Isabel

name you wish you had:I luvvv my name! It's cute ...kucing ..:)

what do people normally call you: Kat/Cat/Kucing/Kathy/Meow meow

birthday: 6 June

birthplace: In Asia!! Malaysia :)

Time of birth: somewhere around 6 in the morning ?

Single or taken: still single :)

zodiac sign: Gemini

Your Appearance: Hmm..not fat/not thin ? I look like a cat :)

how tall are you: 5 feet

wish you were taller: Just a little taller

eye colour: Iris: light brown . Pupil: black ... HA!

current hair colour: not dark/not light brown ?

short or long: just okay :)

ever dye your hair a bizzare colour: Never ..but would like to try red/purple

glasses or contact: :p

do you wear make up: natural is the best!

paint your nails: yup yup but skool don't let :(

IN OPPOSITE GENDER

what colour eye: blueish green? blue ? anything LA

what colour hair: anything ...

shy or outgoing: outgoing

serious or fun: both :)
older or younger: older but not too old !!!
a turn on: accept me, smile a lot, happy, laughs a lot , cooks and is willing 2 do anything 2 make me happy. and i mean ANYTHINg! Writes a poem and sings it to me eventhough he knows he can't sing! or makes a card which turns out ugly rather than just buying one . I would luv a sweet guy!

a turn off: shy, too serious, boring,

THIS OR THAT

flower or chocolate: chocos !! DAAA

pepsi or coke: smoothies !

rap or rock: rock and metal but not hard rock ( screaming one )

relationship or one night stand: an honest relationship

school or work: still studying

love or money: LOVE ! where there is love, there is also money. But when you only have money, you do not have LOVE.

movie or music: Both!!! Obviously!

country or city: BOTH!!

sunny or rainy days: both

friend or family: both is important

HAVE YOU EVER

lie: tell me, who never?

stole something: accidently ... like a cookie?

smoked:NO!

hurt someone close to you: yeah ...but i didn't mean it

broke someone's heart: yup :(

had your heart broken: in what way?

wonder what was wrong with you: sometimes

wish you prince or princess: when i was small

like someone who was taken: ya :) but now he's solo !

shave your head: What the ?!

used chopstick: yaaaa

sang in the mirror to yourself: no

favourite flower: i don't really like flowers

candy: yeah but get jelak

song: classic, love songs and songs about war and blooddddd ..... HAHA

scent: whatever

colour: light colours

movie: alot !

singer: even more !

junk food: not really

website: aren't u at my website right now ?

location: in my imaginary world

animals: cats and penguins !!

MISC

ever cried over someone: yup, when i miss someone

is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: maybe but i don't really care...

do you think your attractive: i don't know

if you choose a fairy tale as you life what would you choose: Snow White ?

do you play sport: swimming ?

I guess that's all! Enjoy my blog! Muax Muax

Diary: Just Hoping

It seems the chances for me to study in Australia is slim since of something something but am still hoping and praying. Anyway, the CNY is over for me. Why? Obviously, the answer would be school. I'll be super busy with so much stuff. This week I'll discuss with my teacher about ElS to have the comittee meeting with some other students(planning activities for the following months). Really hope we will be able to start our first ELS activity as soon as possible.

I'm also in the Youth Commitee this year and we'll be having a youth camp from 17th-20th March 2009 at Malacca. The fee is RM 160 inclusive of everything( logding, food, transportation, ++). It'll be super fun!!!! This year we'll have something speacial. You might be wondering what? That's why you got to join us to find out! It will be super duper superb fun! Interested? Contact me by my email. Offline message or email also can. Oh, ya. This is for real! I'm not joking or anything. Join us and have a time of ur life!!!

Back to me, I'm here while I'm supposed to finish my Sejarah homework. Tomorrow, I would have to go to school in the morning cause of some duties. Also, the public speaking competition will be held tomorrow. Really hope I'll get 1st place this time. I wouldn't tell you what my topic is but I will in my following post and tell you the results. But the speech is written 100% by me so its oringinal.

Language Month will be coming soon as well as Sports Day. As usual, I will be very busy as I'm obligated to many many things. Will be participating in many competitions as well. Just hope all this busyness doesn't drive me crazy but still, I already am! HAHAHA !

Okay, I have to go now. I promise I will tell you a lot of stuff in my next post since this one is very short. I also promise to add some pictures in. I know you have be suffering reading my blog. Only got one picture :( . I'll add more later and maybe some music. Rock and metal one. HAHAHA. Avenged Sevenfold. M.I.A and Bad Country. Superb songs!

I guess this is all. Good luck in everything you do! Always know that HE will always be with you NO MATTER what happens!