I try to be who you want me to be ,
But it's just not me ,
I'm not perfect , can't you understand ?
You say I'm hot-tempered and is bad at style ,
That I cry too much and I'm immature ,
But's that's who I want to be .
Whatever you say , I won't listen ,
You try to break me down but I'm strong ,
If you leave me , I won't cry ,
Cause I know I got friends to support me by .
My friends , they are not like you ,
They stick by me no matter what happens ,
They don't fake just to be cool ,
People just accept them for who they are .
I don't need you anymore in my life ,
I've just realized ,
You are not who I thought you were ,
That you're just one of the little stones that I pass by ,
So now it's time to say goodbye .
...kat...alwayz&foreverz...
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Just Trying Too Hard by Little Kat
...just a little sneak peek ( did i spell that correctly ? ) of the story i'm writing ... =)
Prologue ….
Sometimes , when you’re sitting on the chair out of the garden thinking of something . You don’t actually realize that time flies .When you are just starting a new year , another new year is about to come . It sounds weird and strange in a way but it’s true . Don’t you agree ?
We usually keep ourselves busy with work , school and stuff and keep forgetting what really matters in our life . Family and friends especially . Those who we really care and love are those who which usually we abandon . Most of the time , life’s fears get the better of us . You get what I mean ?
We are scared of a lot of stuff . Our fears . We are worried about how people look at us and what they think about us ? We’re scared they’ll realized that we actually have flaws when we seem so perfect . Until at one point , the fear is nothing more but ourselves .
I’m not trying to be an expert or anything . It’s just how I feel and I’m sure sometimes you feel like that too . Just trying too hard . It happens to all of us . Everyone . No one is singled out in this matter . Even the celebrities and the all-time super stars face this . The bitchy people who seem so evil even worries about this stuff ! Imagine !? Top super stars that get like fifty thousand a month or maybe a week worries about this little stuff ?
There’s nothing to be ashamed . All of us are the same . Each of us have flaws either in or out . They say flaws make us ‘ ugly’ or maybe ‘ not perfect . Who is ? But flaws are the ones that make us perfect in a way . We think about the negative part of ourselves so much that we forget our positive side . About why people like us ? Why people always want to be with us ? There must be a hidden something inside of us . Something special that no one else have . Something that makes people attracted to us . Not in the ‘ boy-girl’ way but in a ‘friend-friend’ way . Maybe one day someone just have to wake us up and tell us ‘ Hey , everything’s fine ! You’re perfect just the way you are !”
If you are reading this , I personally want to tell that you are perfect the way you . You don’t have to change just because someone wants you to . In the end , the real you is all that matters . The you that people really treasures .
Sometimes , people will just tease you and call you names and suck you in a hole . Hidden from the world . You must always know that in life, that kind of things happen and there are also people who will be there to guide you . When you are walking the road , you take a look back and you’ll see someone smiling at you . Sort of a way telling you that you’re not alone . Learn from the past and take a step forward . Don’t fall down and give up instead stand up again and walk up straight . If you fall again , get up again .
“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it”
George Santayana ( The Life of Reason , Volume 1 : 1:1905 )
Let the past be the one to guide you to face the future . Learn from the past and use it as a weapon to face the future .
hope u liked it ...=)
...kat...alwayz&foreverz...
Prologue ….
Sometimes , when you’re sitting on the chair out of the garden thinking of something . You don’t actually realize that time flies .When you are just starting a new year , another new year is about to come . It sounds weird and strange in a way but it’s true . Don’t you agree ?
We usually keep ourselves busy with work , school and stuff and keep forgetting what really matters in our life . Family and friends especially . Those who we really care and love are those who which usually we abandon . Most of the time , life’s fears get the better of us . You get what I mean ?
We are scared of a lot of stuff . Our fears . We are worried about how people look at us and what they think about us ? We’re scared they’ll realized that we actually have flaws when we seem so perfect . Until at one point , the fear is nothing more but ourselves .
I’m not trying to be an expert or anything . It’s just how I feel and I’m sure sometimes you feel like that too . Just trying too hard . It happens to all of us . Everyone . No one is singled out in this matter . Even the celebrities and the all-time super stars face this . The bitchy people who seem so evil even worries about this stuff ! Imagine !? Top super stars that get like fifty thousand a month or maybe a week worries about this little stuff ?
There’s nothing to be ashamed . All of us are the same . Each of us have flaws either in or out . They say flaws make us ‘ ugly’ or maybe ‘ not perfect . Who is ? But flaws are the ones that make us perfect in a way . We think about the negative part of ourselves so much that we forget our positive side . About why people like us ? Why people always want to be with us ? There must be a hidden something inside of us . Something special that no one else have . Something that makes people attracted to us . Not in the ‘ boy-girl’ way but in a ‘friend-friend’ way . Maybe one day someone just have to wake us up and tell us ‘ Hey , everything’s fine ! You’re perfect just the way you are !”
If you are reading this , I personally want to tell that you are perfect the way you . You don’t have to change just because someone wants you to . In the end , the real you is all that matters . The you that people really treasures .
Sometimes , people will just tease you and call you names and suck you in a hole . Hidden from the world . You must always know that in life, that kind of things happen and there are also people who will be there to guide you . When you are walking the road , you take a look back and you’ll see someone smiling at you . Sort of a way telling you that you’re not alone . Learn from the past and take a step forward . Don’t fall down and give up instead stand up again and walk up straight . If you fall again , get up again .
“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it”
George Santayana ( The Life of Reason , Volume 1 : 1:1905 )
Let the past be the one to guide you to face the future . Learn from the past and use it as a weapon to face the future .
hope u liked it ...=)
...kat...alwayz&foreverz...
Diary : Time Really Flies
Hello , everyone ! Today I'm so happy ! It's my last day of exam ..my mid-year exam and then it'll be da holidays !!! Yahoooo !!!
I'll be going to two places during the holidays ! Universiti Malaya and also my church camp ! I'm so happy ! =) Actually , it's kind of weird to know how time passes so fast ! January , my first day to school and now it's already going to be June . In another six months more , it will be 2009 ! Which that 6 months would actually feel like 6 days ...hahaha ...
I think I would spend by holidays by writing my story . My latest teen story that's I'm currently working on ...hahaha.... And ya , I'll be posting a little bit of my story in my next post =)
...kat...alwayz&foreverz...
I'll be going to two places during the holidays ! Universiti Malaya and also my church camp ! I'm so happy ! =) Actually , it's kind of weird to know how time passes so fast ! January , my first day to school and now it's already going to be June . In another six months more , it will be 2009 ! Which that 6 months would actually feel like 6 days ...hahaha ...
I think I would spend by holidays by writing my story . My latest teen story that's I'm currently working on ...hahaha.... And ya , I'll be posting a little bit of my story in my next post =)
...kat...alwayz&foreverz...
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Rich , Poor to A Lucky Man
There one was a kind and rich man in the village . He always help poor people until they had enough money to buy a mini house to stay . They said to the rich man " Pak Tolong , you've help us so much . When you are in trouble , we will help you . The rich man's name was Pak Tolong that is why he like to help .
The pooerpeople help Pak Tolong when he was in trouble . All the villagers like Pak Tolong . One unlucky day , Pak Tolong went bankrap ( manglish ...) He had to sell his house to other people so he took out some things from his house . His bank was only 200 dolars but in his piggy bank was at least 1,000 . He took all the money from his house and bank .
So Pak Tolong started finding a place . He soon found a place that is on the pavement of the road . Eventhough he is poor , he was happy that he can be still alive till this day now . Because he is in his 70's that is 75 years old . Suddenly , some people pass by and they some money to Pak Tolong and the people is who Pak Tolong helped ...
The next morningat about 8 a.m. , Pak Tolong woke up . When he went out , he was shocked to see a big lory in front of him . He said to the driver " Why did you bring this lorry here ? " . The driver answered " I came here with this lorry to help you put your things in the lorry because your best friend of Encik Kamal Jon wanted you to stay with him . " Ok then . "
At 10 a.m , they reach Encik Kamal's house . And then , Encik Kamal came out and said to Pak Tolong " Sorry , because you must stay outside in the garden . But better right ? " Of courselah better . " Pak Tolong answered . ( okay ....this part kinda don't make sense ...hehe ..)
DO GOOD , REWARD BEST
( is the story okay ??? Ya , there are a lot of grammar mistakes ... cause i wrote it when i was young ...anyway , i hope you enjoyed it =)
This story was made : 2005 , 10 years old
...kat...
The pooerpeople help Pak Tolong when he was in trouble . All the villagers like Pak Tolong . One unlucky day , Pak Tolong went bankrap ( manglish ...) He had to sell his house to other people so he took out some things from his house . His bank was only 200 dolars but in his piggy bank was at least 1,000 . He took all the money from his house and bank .
So Pak Tolong started finding a place . He soon found a place that is on the pavement of the road . Eventhough he is poor , he was happy that he can be still alive till this day now . Because he is in his 70's that is 75 years old . Suddenly , some people pass by and they some money to Pak Tolong and the people is who Pak Tolong helped ...
The next morningat about 8 a.m. , Pak Tolong woke up . When he went out , he was shocked to see a big lory in front of him . He said to the driver " Why did you bring this lorry here ? " . The driver answered " I came here with this lorry to help you put your things in the lorry because your best friend of Encik Kamal Jon wanted you to stay with him . " Ok then . "
At 10 a.m , they reach Encik Kamal's house . And then , Encik Kamal came out and said to Pak Tolong " Sorry , because you must stay outside in the garden . But better right ? " Of courselah better . " Pak Tolong answered . ( okay ....this part kinda don't make sense ...hehe ..)
DO GOOD , REWARD BEST
( is the story okay ??? Ya , there are a lot of grammar mistakes ... cause i wrote it when i was young ...anyway , i hope you enjoyed it =)
This story was made : 2005 , 10 years old
...kat...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
The Mouse and The Good Tiger
..it's a very funiiii ..( no sense ) story .....a lot of grammar mistakes ..hehe....i was small !
While Mrs.Mouse was walking . She saw Mr.Tiger . " Hi , Mr.Tiger ! " said Mrs.Mouse . " Hi, little mouse ! " Mr.Tiger answered .
Mrs.Mouse asked " How are you ? " Are you well already ? " Mr.Tiger answered . " I am fine . By the way ,I'm already well . Mrs.Mouse , my real name is Tiger Arinona Lin Choow .
" What a beautiful name " said Mrs.Mouse . Mr.Tiger said " Oh ! Thank you ! Actually Arinona means fight against evil and Lin Choow means be good .
" What do you eat ? " asked Mrs.Mouse . " I only eat vegetables , grass and fruits " answered Mr.Tiger . Mrs.Mouse asked " Don't you eat meat ? " . " No , I don't cause I'm half human " answered Mr.Tiger . ( ..yeah ..go on and laugh ! )
While the tiger is almost going off . Mrs.Mouse asked " Wait ! Mr.Tiger ! What did you mean ? "
Then . Mr.Tiger turned bacl to explain . " Mrs.Mouse . It is about when I was a human . Suddenly , a bad witch cast a spell on me and I became a tiger . That is why I'm called half-human . I came to this forest because I don't want to scare my friends and family , you see . But the witch once told me to find a person . The person is Minos the good girl . That is the only person I can hold too . She can break the spell you see . She is a tiger too . If she breaks my spell , then she be free too . So I need to go ." The tiger went off .
Then suddenly , he saw Minos . " Minos ! Wait ! " Lin Choow called up . Minos looked behind to see who is calling her name . " Yes ? " adked Minos .
" Minos , can you help me ? " . " Ok " . said Minos . " Can you break the spell on me ? I'm just like you . " Ok " .
Then Minos and Lin Choow did the ceremony .
' Boom , bomm . The witch .
Make us change ,
Back to our normal shape ,
And we will never be cursed again ,
Boon ! Boon ! The witch !
And then Minos and Lin Choow became humans back
HELP EACH OTHER ALWAYS ....
i know you are laughing you head off ! Hey ! I was small !
This story was made : 2003 , 8 years old =)
...kat...
While Mrs.Mouse was walking . She saw Mr.Tiger . " Hi , Mr.Tiger ! " said Mrs.Mouse . " Hi, little mouse ! " Mr.Tiger answered .
Mrs.Mouse asked " How are you ? " Are you well already ? " Mr.Tiger answered . " I am fine . By the way ,I'm already well . Mrs.Mouse , my real name is Tiger Arinona Lin Choow .
" What a beautiful name " said Mrs.Mouse . Mr.Tiger said " Oh ! Thank you ! Actually Arinona means fight against evil and Lin Choow means be good .
" What do you eat ? " asked Mrs.Mouse . " I only eat vegetables , grass and fruits " answered Mr.Tiger . Mrs.Mouse asked " Don't you eat meat ? " . " No , I don't cause I'm half human " answered Mr.Tiger . ( ..yeah ..go on and laugh ! )
While the tiger is almost going off . Mrs.Mouse asked " Wait ! Mr.Tiger ! What did you mean ? "
Then . Mr.Tiger turned bacl to explain . " Mrs.Mouse . It is about when I was a human . Suddenly , a bad witch cast a spell on me and I became a tiger . That is why I'm called half-human . I came to this forest because I don't want to scare my friends and family , you see . But the witch once told me to find a person . The person is Minos the good girl . That is the only person I can hold too . She can break the spell you see . She is a tiger too . If she breaks my spell , then she be free too . So I need to go ." The tiger went off .
Then suddenly , he saw Minos . " Minos ! Wait ! " Lin Choow called up . Minos looked behind to see who is calling her name . " Yes ? " adked Minos .
" Minos , can you help me ? " . " Ok " . said Minos . " Can you break the spell on me ? I'm just like you . " Ok " .
Then Minos and Lin Choow did the ceremony .
' Boom , bomm . The witch .
Make us change ,
Back to our normal shape ,
And we will never be cursed again ,
Boon ! Boon ! The witch !
And then Minos and Lin Choow became humans back
HELP EACH OTHER ALWAYS ....
i know you are laughing you head off ! Hey ! I was small !
This story was made : 2003 , 8 years old =)
...kat...
Little Stories by A Little Girl
Hello , people ! It's me again . I'm so sorry because I didn't posted anything lately . I was very busy escpially with school . And now , the mid-year exams are coming ! study .... study...... study ... I don't have no idea why I'm here right now on the computer when I should be actually studying .
Before I forget , I want to thank everyone who visits my blogspot . =) If possible , could you leave a comment ? A short one will do :) It's just so I can know you =)
Okay , enought of the talking now . Now you might be wondering why I chose this topic ' Little Stories by A Little Girl ' Because after this post for this month , I will be posting poems , stories or you can call it writings that I did when I was just a little girl =)
Don't mind some grammar mistakes ( a lot of ) ..hehehe.... I was small that time !
Enjoy reading ! Don't forget to leave a comment ! :)
...kat...
Before I forget , I want to thank everyone who visits my blogspot . =) If possible , could you leave a comment ? A short one will do :) It's just so I can know you =)
Okay , enought of the talking now . Now you might be wondering why I chose this topic ' Little Stories by A Little Girl ' Because after this post for this month , I will be posting poems , stories or you can call it writings that I did when I was just a little girl =)
Don't mind some grammar mistakes ( a lot of ) ..hehehe.... I was small that time !
Enjoy reading ! Don't forget to leave a comment ! :)
...kat...
Saturday, February 9, 2008
Unforgetable ...
So it was their 7th month anniversery and the girl calls her boyfriend
girl:I love you.
- Boy:Yeah I know everyone does!-
Girl:Really?- Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.- Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend?-
Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why?-
Girl:So when I say I love you I really do mean it.-
Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.-
Girl:......-
Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7month anniversary?
- Girl:Yeah...where?-
Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?-
Girl:Ok.- Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and getready ok?
- Girl:Ok. What time do you get off?-
Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...-
Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have worktoday...-
Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick.-
Girl:Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30then?-
Boy:Yeah! and babe?-
Girl:Yeah?-
Boy:I love you.-
Girl:I love you too!-
Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.-
Girl:Ok bye.-
Boy:Bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and ring the bell.-
Girl:Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)-
Boy:Wassup...you ready?-
Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?-
Boy:Ok.They both watched a movie and atedinner...once they were done eatingthey headed back to the car but beforeshe got into the car...-
Boy:Wait! Can I blind fold you?-
Girl:Why??!-
Boy:Its a suprise.-
Girl:What kind of suprise?-
Boy:A big one.-
Girl:Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we'redriving.-
Boy:I promise.-
Girl:Ok blind fold me..
.So they drove off...........and then they stopped.
- Boy:Ok we're here!
Girl:Where?-
Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place!-
Girl:What place?-
Boy:Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her onthe lips)-
Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place.-
Boy:Ok...let me take the blind fold off.-
Girl:Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens hereyes and sees the view of the city andat that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....
- Girl:Omg...(tears come down)-
Boy:Why are you crying?-
Girl:This is where you first asked me out...-
Boy:What are you doing the rest of yourlife? (he asked on his knees and afterhe says that...behind him...in the air he says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)-
Girl:(tears come down faster)-
Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...Iwas planning this whole thing!-
Girl:Get up!-
Boy:Yeah?-
Girl:(kisses him)-
Boy:Is that a yes or a no?-
Girl:Yes.
girl:I love you.
- Boy:Yeah I know everyone does!-
Girl:Really?- Boy:Yeah...everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday.- Girl:Oh...but am I only your friend?-
Boy:No...you're my girlfriend...why?-
Girl:So when I say I love you I really do mean it.-
Boy:Yeah I know you do mean it...its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me anymore cuz I know you love me since the day we been together and i love you more each and everyday.-
Girl:......-
Boy:So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7month anniversary?
- Girl:Yeah...where?-
Boy:I dont know...maybe movie then dinner?-
Girl:Ok.- Boy: Ill pick you up after I get off and getready ok?
- Girl:Ok. What time do you get off?-
Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues...-
Girl:hey...I thought you didnt have worktoday...-
Boy:One of my co-workers called in sick.-
Girl:Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30then?-
Boy:Yeah! and babe?-
Girl:Yeah?-
Boy:I love you.-
Girl:I love you too!-
Boy:Ok my manager is like looking at me so yeah.... i gotta go.-
Girl:Ok bye.-
Boy:Bye.
****************************
2 hours later...
The guy drives to his girlfriends house and walks up to the door and ring the bell.-
Girl:Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)-
Boy:Wassup...you ready?-
Girl:Um...wait...let me get my bag and we can go ok?-
Boy:Ok.They both watched a movie and atedinner...once they were done eatingthey headed back to the car but beforeshe got into the car...-
Boy:Wait! Can I blind fold you?-
Girl:Why??!-
Boy:Its a suprise.-
Girl:What kind of suprise?-
Boy:A big one.-
Girl:Okay but only if you promise me that you will hold my hand while we'redriving.-
Boy:I promise.-
Girl:Ok blind fold me..
.So they drove off...........and then they stopped.
- Boy:Ok we're here!
Girl:Where?-
Boy:Wait let me walk you to the place!-
Girl:What place?-
Boy:Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her onthe lips)-
Girl:Baby!...The boy walks her to the place.-
Boy:Ok...let me take the blind fold off.-
Girl:Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens hereyes and sees the view of the city andat that same spot...that's where he first asked her to be his girlfriend....
- Girl:Omg...(tears come down)-
Boy:Why are you crying?-
Girl:This is where you first asked me out...-
Boy:What are you doing the rest of yourlife? (he asked on his knees and afterhe says that...behind him...in the air he says "Will you marry me?" in fireworks)-
Girl:(tears come down faster)-
Boy:I wasnt at work when you called me...Iwas planning this whole thing!-
Girl:Get up!-
Boy:Yeah?-
Girl:(kisses him)-
Boy:Is that a yes or a no?-
Girl:Yes.
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