How to Join a Group/Gang? (The New Trend at School)

As you might know , there are many kinds of groups at school . One would be what people call the gedik group ( girls who are interested in fashion , style , the latest stuff and flirting with guys ... these kind are usually very pretty ) ...i'm not saying that if you are interested in fashion ..it means you are gedik . The second kind is the gossip group ( girls who obviously love to gossip , always talk about guys ) . The third common kind of group is the little girls group ( girls who look innocent , talk innocent but isn't innocent ....and they like to play ....like always ...and shout and jump all the time )

Did I miss any ? Oh , ya ! There's one more kind of group ..the ' don't ya try to mess with us ' . This group usually consist of 5 or more members or maybe 3 . This is the group which almost everyone is scared of . They have the looks and attitude . They are the kind who loves to break the rules . If you mess with one of the group members , the whole group will come after you . Warning : Don't ever mess with this kind of group !

Usually , groups have a person that they hate . That the whole group hates . In order to join the group , you MUST also hate that person eventhough that person could be your best friend . In order to keep conversations going in a group , they gossip . Mostly about students . About how that girl dresses , how she laughs and blah ....blah . Why ? Just for the fun of it . Because they think that its soooo funny talking about other people's flaws and mistakes .

I'm not saying I don't gossip at all . I'm trying to gossip less cause I realized that it doesn't bring any benefits . I used to gossip a lot ! But since now , I don't often gossip . I don't have a group . Is it important to have a group at school . Kononnya ...the friends that you can 'click' with . At the end of the day , you'll find out the real reason why you can 'click' with them because ...all of you gossip !!!!!!!! It's so fun talking bad stuff about people and not looking at yourself , eh ? I know why people gossip cause I was one them before . When you gossip ....you'll feel good about yourself . I'll give you an example :

You : Guyz ...look at that girl over there ! She's really fat ! I bet any chairs she sits on will break !
..the whole group agrees and starts laughing ...

By saying that , you feel better . Why ? Cause you are not fat .... cause you don't have ugly teeth like the other girl and the list goes on and on . When you gossip about other people , you don't often look at yourself first . At the end of the day , you'll just the same as the other girl . People who usually talks bad stuff about other people's physical looks are not satisfied with how they look . They think they are not pretty enough and blah ...blah ...blah . They cannot accept the way they look . Why ? Just because someone says so . At the end of the day , what really matters is not what other people think about us but what we think about ourselves . If you think you are ugly , you are . If you think you are beautiful , you are . Don't care what the heck people says about you . You wore a beautiful dress for yourself , not for other people .

Having a big butt , not so perfect teeth , too much flabs , too dark , too fair and blah ...blah . Just because of that you are ugly ? No ! The Bible did not say so . We are all equal in the sight of God . No one is more prettier or more better . Each person is unique in their own way and at the same time , same . We are all humans .

So , people . Listen up ! Stop those gossips and nonsense . Before you say anything about other people , look at yourself first . If people say any bad stuff about how you look . Just tell them : Thank you for your compliment ! I'm glad I have ( not so perfect teeth / big butt / big nose ...+++ ) At least , I'm unique ! For your information , no one is perfect !

If you still think you are ugly and all that kind of nonsense . Let me tell you again ! You are just perfect the way you are ! Don't let anything change you ! Because that is what makes you who you are . If you think that no one loves and cares about you , just remember this one thing . God does . Loves and cares about you !

....no one is perfect yet everyone is unique ....

Mainstream Music vs Christian Music?

What is mainstream music actually ? The ones that we often hear at the radio ? People like Avril , Chris Brown , +++ sings mainstream music . Most of the 'mainstream music' that we hear nowadays are about one thing and I think you know what it is . What is so great about 'mainstream music' ? All the 'mainstream artists' just wants the fame and fortune . Ya , they want to sing cause they have the passion and they got the talent.

Even Christian artists have talents but there is a big difference between Christian artists and 'Mainstream artists' . Christian artists sing for the Glory of God while the other sings for the glory of themselves .

What is so great about 'mainstream music' ? It's all about 'love' , money and blah blah . Worldly stuff that would not last forever or in another words ...desires of the flesh . While Christian music is about love ..pure love ..love that is everlasting ...about Jesus and how much He loves us . I'll name a few such as the Planet Shakers and Hillsong and Chris Tomlin . They sing for the Glory of God .

Nick Vujicic . A guy without hands and legs . Yet he is grateful for what he has . We normal humans suffer more than him . Why ? Because most of us are just not grateful for what we have . We think we are not beautiful ..that we are ugly and all those sorts of stuff . But the Bible did not say that . It didn't say having many pimples means you are ugly . We are all equal in the sight of the Lord .

No matter what you are going through , I just want you to know that you are not alone . That God is with you . Every step you take , God will guide you . When you fall and make mistakes , people will leave but God will never leave nor forsake you .

tat's all ...
it's da faith da matters ..
i hope tat one day u will be able to see the truth ...

Poem: Amazing Love

A Video 4 u




I was lost but now I'm found ,
I was once blind but now I see ,
I was once sick but now I'm healed ,
I was once living in darkness but now I'm in the light .

I never knew it was possible ,
It seems so incredible ,
A love that is never ending ,
Filling the emptiness in my life .

A Father , a Saviour ,
A man so pure and true ,
Why did He had to suffer and die ?
Just to save us from our sins .

I would never could imagine but I know it's true ,
The kings and kings and the Son of God ,
Willing to die on the cross for us , who is full of sins ,
A love so pure and true , no one could ever imagine .

We are just normal men who doesn't deserve your love ,
But yet You came to earth to suffer and die ,
I'm not worthy , I'm full of sins ,
But yet You still say that anyone who believes is welcomed into Your Kindom to be Your children .

I'm not perfect , I can't do great things ,
I can't climb Mount Everest or even get straight A's ,
But in Your Name , I can do even more great things ,
Because in Your Name , nothing is impossible .

Now I know that You are the true One ,
The Only One , a God that is full of love, kindness and compassion ,
I'm proud to be Your children ,
Because Your love is so pure ,
A sinless man who is willing to do sacrifice His life to give life unto the world .

...so now i challenge you ..
...are you willing to take this step to know this God that is full of love with an open heart ?...
...eventhough , it may change your life forever ?...

...its the faith that matters ..

...katz....alwayz&forevaz,,,


A video 4 ya'll 2 enjoy !

Diary : Jalan-jalan , Cari Makan

Bored . Nothing to do .... Okay , actually I have tons of work to do . I have to study for my upcoming exam that is on October 30 2008 . I studied till : Sejarah 6/11 topics , Geografi 8/16 , Maths : Done :) , Science 3/7 , KH 1/9 ???

You must think I'm crazy . Exams is coming soon less than 2 weeks and I'm sitting at my computer writing crap . But I really don't have any mood to study . It can be kind of boring 'sometimes' ...

Today has been a very busy day . Going to ' rumah terbuka ' for ' Hari Raya ' . Going from house to house . This morning , I woke up at 10 am . Watching cartoon at tv . Just at the time I wanted to take a shower , the electricity went off ! Luckily , it wasn't at night . If not , it can be kind of scary . Bathing in the dark toilet . It'll be even scarier if you have a very big mirror in your bathroom ! ...scary ...

Then , I went to Restoran Yusram Thai . The food was okay but we got RM3 duit raya , a magazine , two books and a key chain . So I was happy :) Later on , my friend and I wen to another's friend house . The food there was superb ! Rendang , lemang and curry :) ..sedapnyee ... . We got RM 5 as ang pau :)

The third place was my Moral teacher's house . There were so many people ! One group goes , another group comes . Ya , they had a lot of delicious food . But ...hmmm...sedehnya .The last one was my friend's house . It wasn't actually open but we went there just to visit . We ate some cookies :)

At last , I reached home at 7.05 pm . Half day , visiting houses . :) Now : Doing nothing . I have no idea why I feel my bones are ' rapuh ' . As if , it's going to break any time .Anyway , my story of 'Jalan-jalan , cari makan ' ends here . If you want to go to any open houses next year , just give me a call : 35554677-078-776 43 231 . I know my number is 'kind of long ' . but that is why it's special . It's called ' The Pluto Line ' . Only people who live at Pluto will be able to call this number ...haha ...:P ..

Special : Recipe For Hapiness

Preparation time : A lifetime

Ingredients

3 cups of love
1 cup of kindness
1 handful of hard times
1 teaspoon of goodwill
1 teaspoon of patience
1 liter of prayers for mixing smiles to taste

Method

1 . First , pour in three cups of love and a cup of kindness . Mix and taste .
2. If the mixture tastes too sweet , add some hard times .
3. If too many stones form , add a teaspoon of goodwill and a tablespoon of patience .
4. Then , throw in a few smiles and mix well .
5. To make everything mix well , add in a cup of prayers .

* There is no fixed recipe of happiness . Include or exclude ingredients according to taste *

-got from the English Text Book ( Form 1 ) ..page 197

Waiting For A Miracle ( Short Story )

I never thought that I would be here . Everything I had , I lost . All in an blink of an eye . The tragedy that took my loved ones away .Leaving me all alone . All by myself .

The voice of my History teacher woke me up and brought me back to the present .

" Marie , what were you dreaming about ? Your boyfriend ? " shouted Mr.Farid .

I stood there silently without an answer as he look at me straight into my eyes . He was holding a long 'rotan' waiting for my answer for the previous history question . I could already feel myself sweating . I knew it was coming and it did . I shouted in pain . Both of my palms was reddish turning blue .

Everyone in the class was silently laughing at my stupidity . All of them except for my close friend , Sheila . She was giving me a signal . Telling me that everything was going to be fine . ]

No one in the class really understands me except for Sheila . She's just like me . An alien . No one really cares or loves us . To them , we are just some people who have lost their families . It stops till there .

If you were wondering if we ever had the wanting of a real family , of course we have . We want a real family. To feel some love and care but we knew it was impossible . You can never bring the dead to live . The dead will always stay dead .

I knew deep down in my hear , I wanted something . Something or someone who could fill the emptiness in my heart . My life . I want my family back . I want to live in the past . All I wanted was the impossible . I dream the impossible . Things that will always remain as dreams .

Back then , I was waiting . I am still waiting . I am waiting for a miracle .

..katz...alwayz&forevaz...

The Evilness of the Night (A Five Minute Poem)

Faded into the darkness of the night ,
The soul that keeps people living ,
The lonely spirit singing a song ,
Followed by the screams of the children .

Parents who fear ,
Close their windows ,
To protect their children ,
From the evilness of the night .

The time is now ,
When the full moon arises ,
You can see it in their eyes ,
Fear deep down .

The town is silent ,
No one dares to make a sound ,
The vampires are out ,
Looking for it's next victim .

...katz..alwayz..foreverz...

..i wrote this poem in five minutes !
..had to present the poem to the whole class for oral !
..is my poem okay ? * for 5 minutes *